Okay. One day left in 2008. It’s been a brilliant year in terms of goal attainment. We’ve paid off all the debt, put a little in the bank (and I do mean a little). Took a couple trips home, a week to a music festival, did some kayaking, drank good beer, saw two or three shows and one lousy hockey game. Survived the mortgage industry crisis, met new friends, lost a couple along the way, took the light rail from the airport to downtown Minneapolis (awesome fun… I know, I need to get out more!) Let me tell you, it’s been pretty good. As years go, 2008 was okay by me. But I have such bigger dreams for 2009, dreams that don’t make a lick of sense to anyone but me. It simply isn’t sensible the things I hope to achieve in the coming year. What kinds of unsensible things might I be dreaming of? I thought if I put it down here on the screen it might even start to make sense.
The thing is, we live in this rock star kind of world. Well, let’s call it pop star- real rock hasn’t been made in at least ten years. And, yeah, I think there’s this little part in everyone where the rock star dream lives. For a goofy novelist or a gypsypoetfool, there is this magic around stories and rhythm, punctuations and compunction. I believe in Never-Never land; Peter Pan is my hero, and there’s nothing you or anyone can do to change that. My friends have teased me about it since about 2 days after they met me. What can I say? I believe in dreaming big (and busting your butt to get things done). The past few years I got all corporate, which has taught me a lot and forced me to get over some ridiculous artistic angst. “Oh, the agony of it all! The agony, I tell ya.” Blah, blah, blah.
So, here I am at 36.5 years old. Not a pup but I’m not an old broad either. Just a thirty-something insurance underwriter with a drawer full of manuscripts, poetry taped to my walls, and hope in my heart. Believe me when I tell you I’m fully aware of the reality of making a living from novels. It’s like a jillion to one. But, baby, I might just be that one. Is that what it feels like for people who play lottery tickets or gamble?
What then does this fool hope to do with the next 13 lunar cycles? Let’s call it Corporate Punk. I’ve learned just enough about business to be practical (heck, I spend all day analyzing other businesses). It would be good to put all that to use for my real ambition. All these years I’ve been working to acquire this delicious mix of skills so that I would be comfortable going out on my own and building a portable career. My need for this arose out of a really uncomfortable dilemma. I suffer from a serious syndrome known as Wanderlust. Plus my heart is divided between lovely rolling Tennessee with its mild winters and the brash, vital, brutal reality of the Cold Cold North. I live in Nashville but oh man, how I miss the Northern lights! Where I come from there is magic in the sky. You just have to be willing to brave 40 below and wild gangs of mosquitoes.
In order to be able to divide my time between the North and South plus take in the occasional new travel experience, it will take magic and really hard, really smart work. Hence, the life of a freelancer is my destiny. Included in my plans are at least 3 blogs and websites, writing gigs, e-books, playing with new media as a writer, publishing of novellas, and that’s just the fun stuff. There is also the development of a podcast and/or video series in conjunction with my partner who is a very talented voice building her own portfolio of voice-overs and other vocal work. She is hip-deep in the Benefits industry with a real knack for explaining the very confusing details we all have to make decisions about.
To top off the list I am following my own advice by taking different courses to add depth to my skills. 2009 is the year I push myself harder than ever to launch my boutique writing service. Oh, and maybe I’ll squeeze in a few hours of sleep. Whew…
Happy New Year Everyone! I wish you all the very best. Please feel free to post a comment and let me know what you are doing next year.
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